believe me when i say you are beautiful

By- Unknown
I was with my friend Alex,, And I got in a fight with the guy who said he loved me, We left in a furry, I walked up to the benches crying but no one noticed cause I was blinking away the tears, When,, This guy I've always liked said "Let's go on a walk.." And We got up and started on our walk.. He said 
"I could tell you were going to cry,," 
Me: "I was.."
Him: "Well, was.."
...........LATER............
After I was done telling him,, the 2guys that have used me for pictures and my body.. He looked me deep in the eyes he pierced through my skin and straight through my sheild of not trusting anyone, Fast down my throat and past my lungs to my heart and lit it on fire. He said "Believe Me When I Say Your Beautiful"
Me: "I've attempted suicide..."
Him: "No that's selfish.."
Me: "How?"
Him: "Not only does that make your life done. Think of the people that actually do care and like you."
Me: "Like who?"
Him: "Me, Bryce, Alex,"
Me: "Bryce is obsessed with me."
Him "I'm goin to be completely honest with you, Even before you and Bryce, Since the day I saw you I liked you, I wanted to be all up on you just,," *Sighs* 
Me: "How'd you know it was me?"
Him: "You were the shy girl, always quiet, Brown hair.."
Me: "You see that,, I used to cut,, If I was home I'd have my arms bloodied."
Him: "I used to do to that too.. It doesn't get you anywhere. Your not going to do that, That's selfish.."
...............After..............

Him: "When ever you want, I don't care what anyone has to say I will go on a walk with you."
I wanted to believe it was true and I did. I finally trusted someone after April 20th.. (The Second guy using me,, The night I found out) his image still in my head ringing around in circles, Believe Me When I Say Your Beautiful.
We all went to the bleachers,, And he took me behind the bleachers and said "Okay, Do you like me? Cause your kinda acting like you do?? Cause I really like you." I said "Yes(:" Too bad my lil broken heart didn't know what'd happen next..
We kept having "talks" Which weren't talks just lots of make out...
Later The Next Day
I said 
:Fuck emotions they only fuck you over in the end.
Him: *Just looks at me and looks like he's going to cry.*
Me: *I grabbed him by the sides and looked at him in the eyes* "But,, Yours matter to me."
Me, Alex, And Him, Were on top of the weird house thing, and me and Alex kept yelling at this girl who wouldn't empty out the lawn mower bag out and we kept yelling mean stuff, and Him was like you guys are a team every time you yell something you guys get a star, When you reach 10stars you have to get your punishment, Well.. I got to 20stars and Alex got to 14, Alex got snap tapped, And Him took me around the corner and said "what's the point of yelling?"
Me: "It's fun :P"
Him: "How is it fun?" 
Me: "It just is."
We didn't do that much more talking.. 
LATER NEXT DAY
I was with Alex, Saw Him and he didn't say anything.. Didn't even look, Ecept, Slapped my butt, And I was talking with my friend Chase, He said "IS THAT A HICKEY?!?!?!" Me: "Ummm.. Pshhhh.. No" *Looking at HIM, He gave a short smile* 
NEXT DAY
Me and Alex:
me: "Is he good for me?"
Alex: "Yes you have no idea. Him is like you. One of the only people I trust. He is a great person and I would trust him with my life."
Me: "Really??(:"
Alex: "Yeah, Why don't you go out with him.."
Me: "I want too..."
Alex: "Ah shit.. I feel like a dick now"
AFTER A LOT OF AURGUING 
Alex: "Him can't date you.."
Me: "...why..."
Alex: "I really don't want to hurt you but i was talking to him yesterday and I asked why he won't date you and he said there's another girl that's were he got his hickey."
Me: "No... No..."
Alex: "I know but you really liked him and maybe he would have give up that other girl for you."
Alex: "And you know what that's his loss. Your a great person and unlike the girl Him wants your not a slut and if I was as lucky as him to have you want to date me I would do anything and everything to keep you and make you happy."
Me: "I feel so fucking stupid."
Alex: "How? Cause you fell for someone and they didn't feel the same? No, that doesn't make you stupid it makes you human."
Alex: "And he is a dumb guy jacked up on hormones so he wants to go for the other girl cause she's a slut."
Me: "..."
Alex: "You know what, I'm going to be truthful about how I felt all the time i was in Buckley and I will most likely regret it later. I wanted you. I wanted to date you and treat you like a queen. But the whole Tyler thing had you all upset but I figured eventually you would just get tired of you but then you and Him and you have no idea how much that killed me. Seeing you guys kiss. Hold hands walk alone and just cuddle cause I wanted that. I wanted to be in his position and right then I though I was way too stupid but no I still feel that way. And you are a good to alot of people especially me." 
Me: "How?"
Alex: "Your so much like me. Your such a amazing person. Your easy to talk to. I trusted you in two days of talking to you. Your important to me cause you remind me I'm not alone."
Next Day
I walked up to the skatepark, And the first thing I see is Him hug his "Girl" I felt my heart shatter, Break, AGAIN.. I still feel nothing...

I asked to go on a walk with Him, 
Him: "Just one second"
10 Minutes Later
He walks over to a different bench, Looks at his feat the whole time while I explained what happened with my brother, (He called me a whore, slut, bitch, Cunt, And A skank.
Him:Oh,, That's gay gets up and walks away. I made it to the post office before I started crying. 
He never cared, He just wanted in my pants, later I got the message from Alex, Him called me a bitch, and he and his girl he isn't even dating are all figured out. He got my trust, He got it all. And what did he do? Threw it away, never a second look, Not even a goodbye, he got me, grabbed my heart and ripped it out like a band-aid, I was just another GIRL to him....

A Beautiful Rose That Withered Away

By- Anonymous

She was sitting there. in the front row of the classroom.. She was the hyperactive chatty gal that I would love to loathe... At first sight, there was simply nothing extraordinary about her. I was annoyed at her seemingly uncontrollable mischievous personality. But then again, I looked beyond that and recognized her warm and mature personality... And that her large brown eyes enthralled me....Captivating me with her sweet and jovial smile...  I fell in love with her........ There was only one thing I can... and must... do... I gotta let her know how I feel.. I did, and that's the start of a wonderful, forever lasting love... or at least that's what I thought. Those were the happiest times of my life. I would call her numerous times a day..... Life for me was heavenly. I had always dreamt of loving my other significant half to the max, even when I was a young child. This was a dream come true for me. She was almost the perfect girl I had dreamt about before. She loved me as much as I love her (I still do...). I would embrace her tightly to feel her warmth and kiss softly on her forehead. I long to be with her forever. Words alone could not describe the blissful times I had with her. Her distinctive voice would just banish my blues away. We never squabbled before. Life is truly a heaven to experience such a true love. For me, true love is always 0.1% lust, 0.9% attraction and 99.0% appreciation. I had always appreciated her and so did she. Those times went on for 2 years. But then, the inevitable happened. She became aloof, unresponsive and her cheerful disposition had diminished. "What happened to her"? I asked myself...Gradually, she lessen her phone calls to me. I tried coaxing her to talk to me but to no avail. Then, after weeks of coaxing, she finally told me that she had changed (she didn't know why, it just came all of a sudden). She told me that our characters do not match and sad to say that we should not continue the relationship. She implied that I'm a person who does not care much about the world around me (which is quite true as I don't trust friends and I'm quite a loner) She also said that there are small little things that also add up to her unhappiness. I was devastated... I didn't know that she felt that way all this time... Well, I knew about my weaknesses but I thought that she accepted them. I cried and pleaded her to stay on with me but to no avail as it was only the most sensible thing for a matured person (such as herself) to do. She said that its better for us to separate rather than go deeper into an unhappy relationship than is doomed to failure (which is, sad to say, true). I am still in a deep depressed state. Its been 4 months since she broke up with me... How I hope to be with her again. Its actually not her fault. She was doing the only sensible thing (to break up before we go any deeper). Sometimes, I feel like life's fragile..... A beautiful thing like love can be ended abruptly Feels like a precious thing had been taken away from me... Just like a beautiful rose that withered away....

A Sad Love Story... !! :(

By- Anonymous It all started when I was 6 years old. While I was playing outside on my farm in California, I met a boy. He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. We would meet at the fence all the time and we were always together. I would tell him all my secrets. He was quite very quiet he would just listen to what I had to say. I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything. In school we had separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school. One day I said to him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart. He just comforted me and said everything would be okay. He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked. I thought of it that night and figured it was just a friend kinda thing that I was feeling. All through high school and even through graduation we're always together and of course I thought of it as being friends. But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently. On graduation night even though we had different dates to the prom I wanted to be with him. That night after everybody went home I went to his house and wanted to tell him that I wanted to see him. Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about what I was going to do and what he was going to do. I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about what his dream was. How he wanted to get married and settle down. He said how he wanted to be rich and successful. All I could do was to tell him my dream and cuddle next to him. I went home hurting because I didn't tell him how I was feeling. I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was too scared and frightened. I let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him just how I felt. All through college I wanted to tell him but he always had someone with him. After graduation he got a job in New York, I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go. I was sad also because I didn't tell him how I felt. But I couldn't let him know now that he was leaving for his big job. So I just kept it to myself and watched him go on the plane. I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn't tell him what I had inside my heart. Well, I got a job as a secretary and then worked my way to a computer analyst. I was proud of what I had accomplished. One day I got a letter with an invitation to a marriage. It was from him, I was happy and sad at the same time. Now I know that I could never be with him and that we could only be friends. I went to the wedding the next month. It was a big occasion. The big church wedding and the reception at the hotel. I met the bride and of course him. I fell in love one more time. But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy and me trying to be happy covering up my sadness tears inside of me. I left New York feeling that I did the right thing. Before I left on the flight, he came running out of nowhere and said his good-byes and how he was very happy to see me. I came home and just tried to forget about what went on in New York. I had to go on with my life. As the years went on, we wrote to each other on what was going on and how he had missed talking to me. On one occasion he never wrote back to me at all. I was getting worried as to why he hadn't written anything for a long time after I had already written 6 letters to him. Well, just when everything seemed hopeless and sad in my life, I got a note that said: "meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things". I went and saw him there. I was happy to see him, but he was broken-hearted and sad inside. We hugged until we couldn't breathe anymore. Then he told me about the divorce and why he hadn't written for a long time. He cried until he couldn't cry anymore. Finally, we went back to the house and talked and laughed about what I had been going and to catch up on old times. But in all of this, I couldn't tell him how I felt about him. In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about all his problem and his divorce. I fell in love again with him. When it came time for him to leave back to New York, I went to see him off and cried. I hated to see him leave. He promised to see me every time he could get a vacation. I couldn't wait for him to come so I could be with him. We would always have fun when we were together. One day he didn't show up like he said he would. I figured that he might have been busy. The days turned into months and I just forgot about it. Then I got a call one day from a lawyer in New York. The lawyer said that he had died in a car accident going to the airport. And that it took this long till everything was settled. It broke my heart. I was shocked about what took place. Now I knew why he didn't come that day. Again, I was broken-hearted. I cried that night, cried tears of sadness and heartache. Asking questions why did this happen to a kind guy like him? I gathered my things and went to New York for the reading of his will. Of course, things were given to his family and his ex-wife. I finally got to meet her since the last time we met at the wedding. She explained to me how he was and how he always provided. But he was always unhappy. She would always try everything but she couldn't get him happy, as he was that night at their wedding. When the will was read, the one thing that was given to me was a diary. It was a dairy that of his life. I cried as it was given to me... As I flew on the plane I remembered the good times that we had together. I started reading the diary and what was written. The diary was started with the day we first met. I read on till I started to cry. The diary told of him saying that he had fallen in love with me that day I was broken-hearted. But he was too afraid to tell me what he had felt. That is why he was so quiet and liked to listen to me. It told of how he wanted to tell me so many times, but was too afraid to say anything. It told of when he went to New York and fell in love with another. How the happiest time he had was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding. He said he imagined it was our wedding. How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife. How the best time in his life was to read the letters written to him by me. Finally, the diary ended when it said, "today I will tell her I love her". It was the day he was killed. The day I was going to finally find out what was really in his heart. If you love someone, don't wait till tomorrow to tell him/her. Maybe that next day will never come at all

Love Story: A Journey Without Destination

Submitted by:(sunny)

It was 28th day of July 2011,i got a call from an unknown number ,,,,, it was 11 o clock n three minutes in the night…. I was surprised who’s calling me at this time though it was very common time for my friends to call me up but then too.

I received the call and found a girl who was in connection with me for business purpose only.As I am in business…And I came to know the reason for her just after hearing her name on phone….

Actually once talking with that girl I asked about her presence on Facebook , that is she registered with Facebook or not,,, she was not able to say anything because at that she was with her boss.And in first week of June we had some quarrel for a issue regarding pending payment…. After all she was a little bit aware of my nature. ……
So when she called me up she said that Sir i was trying to say you something from the evening itself but i cant because i thought that you may annoy on listening such personal calls , She said I know your nature and you are so good…. In fact at that time I talked with her in a very Cool n Calm way.

We talked each other in a very comfortable way for a long time …

And that night I didn’t sleep though it is in my habit from last three years …

Next day I waited for her call through out the day and in evening as well,because I sure about her call. ultimately I called her up at 7:30 she said I on the way from office to home i will call you back…… from that day onwards ,,, It was a regular job for us to talk to each other for late night…. after a week some misunderstandings started in between us because of her busy schedule… I am not sure that she was wrong or I was wrong but as a result of that we broke down on the last evening (20 Aug 2011 Eve)…. Though I really started loving and caring her but before I was not aware of this ….Now I really need her but she is not going to talk to me any more … Question in mind— what kind of misunderstanding????

Guys I think she was trying to play A double dating game … in which she was not sure — Breakup or New Patch up..(Just an intuition not 100% sure)

After all i need her at any cost ….I love her. I love her from the core of my heart…..

Love Story: Love the Best...!!!

Submitted by: Durgesh

Dhruv called me to his house to do our vacation H.W. together where i saw the most cutest thing in planet earth,i never wanted it,but my heartbeat rose & i was standing there hardly dare to sit on the chair.I never wanted it but it was an amazing feeling,i was actually in love,but it was the thing i never wanted,she’s my friend’s sister.I saw her first time as dhruv & i met 4 months ago & we were great friends in that short period & it was the 1st time that i came to his house.

I 1st time saw her sister.Her name’s aishwarya.She’s in 10th class,1 year younger than me.When i entered the house,she was watching T.v. & when dhruv told her to go inside as we are going to do our H.W. here,it certainly came out of my mouth ”let it be…we can do our H.w. like this also,as she can lower the volume”. She smiled first at me & then at her brother then lowered the volume & we both started studying,& i watching her with my tilted eye & said in my mind “how can one be so cute?”then what happened was unbelievable for me.Just after i said that in my mind, she looked at me weirdly 2-3 secs.then smiled & again started watching t.v.

Then what…the same thing happened,that happens with other lovers who had love at first sight..i day-dream her,at night when i am at bed i think of her.Then i started going to their house regularly just to increase closeness.But i was yet to talk to her,i felt wiered thinking about talking to her in front of dhruv.One day when there was no one in their house except me, dhruv and her,i asked for water to dhruv & he told her to take me to the kitchen for water,& then the first word she told me ever “come..” i silently followed her.She gave me glass full water.I took a mouth full sip of it,& certainly she asked “are you coming to our house tomorrow night as its my birthday? And i ,without realizing that water is fully filled in my mouth,said “yaa of course..”& it was the word “yaa” which made my shirt wet & she started laughing,thinking ‘i m a funny guy who did this just to make her laugh & that was the time from when we were like great friends as we talked freely & the best part,DHRUV DIDN’T SHOWED ANY PROBLEM WHEN WE TALK LIKE FRIENDS.

And this went for near 8 months but then what happened was what i never thought of…my 11th class final exam results came & i failed in maths & could pass only physics & chemistry.My father was upset,he never expected this from me as i was one of the brights in my class.He wanted me to take a drop in class 11,that is, to repeat class 11.Though i was passed to class 12 by supplementary but my father wanted me to repeat as he knows that class 11 is the base of the future & better if its strong.It’s a wiered but good decision for me which our principal sir also appreciated.But then what happened was horrible..my father decided to send me to kota for coaching of iit & to do class 11 there.This made me very sad,u can understand why..! After a month it was the last day before the day of my arrival to kota.

I was in their house saying i’ll be back in diwali as we will get only diwali as long holidays.She was smiling at me sweetly as if she was telling “you also please reply me with a smile..”but i couldn’t. She smiled all the time till i was there & certainly turned serious when i was leaving giving them a last look.My eyes were only on her so i don’t know anything about expressions of dhruv. 2 days after i was in kota .AND this place was horrible & atmosphere was unbelievably competitive.Everyone was running fast just to be successful.One who had ever been to kota for studies only understands what it feels like to be here.

When i returned to home in diwali,i was excited to meet them,i thought many things would have changed & what would be their reactions when they will see me after such a long time!When i met them at the start they too seemed excited & then they acted as if i never went away.And again when i was going back it was the same like last time when i walked away to kota. She smiled whole time at me then turned serious at the end.And then i was again back to boring kota life. After annual exams i was again back to home & for sure i was in 12th now & it was a repeat telecast of diwali vacations, nothing interesting was happening.

No change. So i will directly jump to the time after iit results where many changes happened.I got iit roorkie but she got NIT warangal. I was happy as well as sad but more i was sad.Last year Dhruv got BITdurg & he was already away. I went to meet her & luckily she was alone in house.We both were seeing & talking to each other as if we were meeting for the last time in our life.This time she wasn’t smiling.While talking we were coming closer to each other slowly.Then i don’t know how but suddenly i kissed her on her lips & with no expression we both looked at each other.Then i softly said sorry & left.That was the last time i had a touch of her.When i was leaving she waved for bye.I looked her without a respond & left.From then I’ve not seen her till now.

Love Story: Friend or Girlfriend...?

Submitted by: lovein

It was a normal day my friend rahul came to my home as usual he bought a new no…i knew he liked a girl tanushka in his building…we thought will have fun with her by his new no…..we messaged her..she replied whose this..we started playing wit her..but suddenly we got a message from no. saying..”whose this…and why are you messaging my friend”..rahul said its pooja and she’s tanu’s bestie..so i thought i ll flirt wit her…as days passed by…unbelievably 3 months later me and tanushka became good friends..i was always afraid to take further step as my best friend liked her..one day were friends before me…but during our conversations tanu always said he was just a good friend not a bf material…but i always felt guilty….though pooja always said tanu talks about you whole day..i spoke to other friends in our group they all said i should go ahead with her as she was clear bout rahul…

we started talking for hours..rahul always use to say “please mere setting laga na”…i was hell confused what to do…by the time everyone knew i and tanu liked each other..A year passed…tanu was out of town in February wit her father….on 14th February sharp 12o clock i got a call from unknown no. i knew dis couldn’t be tanu as she doesn’t even touch her cell near her dad…but to my surprise it was her from her dad’s cell ..she just said..hi its me..bye “LOVE U” gn.and disconnected…

i didn’t said hello even…i couldn’t sleep whole night…next day i told rahul about it…we whole group of friends sat and decided ll wait for a month till rahul does something..he tried though half heartedly…but without any result..tanu was certain..i would have never said yes y r u feeling guilty she used 2 say….but she wont understand issue with guys…after long rahul finally came 2 me n said “dude if not me tu he sahi ladki apne group se nai janne chahiye”..finally with his permission i proposed her and 24th November..she said yes and we kissed…and today it has been 2 years ..we are a happy couple with some common fights..and we both have promised rahul a girl friend real soon.. search is on..

Love Story: Do I love him?

Lets get something different and now head towards some love stories...

Love Story: Do I love him?

Submitted by: Aiasha Shin

This story started when i entered my college life. it was June 2006, it was our first Saturday class, in this class our teachers group us into 10, i was in group 7 then, no one of my group mates know me as well as me don’t know them too. So after the grouping we had our first meeting for the group, they were pointing me to join the pageant search i was shock because i don’t even like to join like this contest, but our leader forced me to join, i never said no. to him. the contest was happened and that time our leader who forced me named “carl”(change name)started to show me something bother my mind, then it went that he court me. He court me for how many months, one day i asked him a favor, ‘he said “yes i will if you will say you love me too, i laugh and just said “Okey we are now…

he did not get what i mean, so i laugh until he get it, started that day (Saturday)we are GF/BF, but after a week we split because of what i did, i just laugh for what i did because i didn’t feel love for him. after the semester for that school year he transfer a school for him not to see me. After a year I was second year then I have a classmate whose a boyish her name is sha2(changed) she have her GF of course we know that but we become close when our classmates are always went home for them to take their lunch to their houses, because of i am not able to went home every now in then because our school is far from our house, she always accompanied me, until such time she tell me about her crush, she told me she did not love her GF anymore, that’s why i ask her
“who’s that girl? she never answered my question,

until one night she texted me, and tell me about the questions i asked her,”she told me that i am her crush that she love me.i am not shock what she told me because i feel it every time we are together, i told her too that i love her even though its not, for me to have a companion every lunch, i just laugh every time she said”I love you” personally, she never hear a word like that from me because i feel i was so stupid loving her’ i always thinking were both girls why should i love her? why should i say those words to her, we stay together for almost 3months. after that we are break, after the relationship we made were not talking for almost a year but still i’m confident studying while she is still bother, she don’t want to talk with me even we our outings or social affairs in school she’s not attending on it…

another year came and i have a new friend a boy named “Jame” (change) a friend whose showing me the i am important to him, he always showing that he care for me. after a year of our friendship we became more than friend or just say he became my boyfriend. the truth is i don’t love him but because of what he showed to me the care and of course the gifts of friendship. until such time his brother died of course i was their to accompany him for being lonely, but after a month of his loneliness i notice that his feelings for me was change i don’t even blame him because i know that he knows that i don’t love him rather..

until such time i feel i missed him.. the way we talk, the times we dated together.
but its over, its all done and never be repeat again cause he have his GF now that very much love him….

i never regret all the times i have a BF because all of this has a purpose., I’d love by a boyish, by a friend but never love them. it’s because i have to learn more about love , on how to love, I’ve learn love is not for fun… you should be mature in loving but never be serious if you have not yet ready to marry.

that’s all what the story is….